1. |
In Repetition
03:01
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Stuck in a maze the past is a daze
Suns down time to fade away
Keep the lies all buried inside
Right where I hid my pride
A coward born so weak
Bad habits kept discreet
Come here and bleed the freak
Let’s end the sober streak
The voice in my head tells me to run away
There’s nothing here but pain confront the crushing weight
Living without a hold depleting my soul simply can’t take this toll
I’m losing all control
This isn’t living this is waiting for death
Your body fighting for its every breath
This isn’t living this is waiting for death
This isn’t living this is waiting for death
And now I’m helpless
Nothings going as I planned
And now I’m helpless
Life of debauchery has caught up with me
Maybe happiness wasn’t meant to be
Drain yourself
Re-insert
End the pain
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2. |
A Life of...
02:59
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It seems regret is all I know
It clouds my head poisoning my soul
I deserve this bottomless hole
Nothingness is what I coincide with
Never open, vacant minded
The closest step so out of reach
Lunging forward grasping destiny
Heart racing, mind knows what it wants
Cold sweats, nausea, all of it to stop
Drop everything suddenly on the hunt
Elaborately pulling out all the stunts
Feeling so selfish, psychotically restless
Cracking my spine all the time, while I’ll swear I’m fine
Faking smiles, in denial, downward spiral, up all night ho,
In my bio playing Spyro, crack rock pyro, fuck the high road
Give me knowledge give me solace give me grace when I’m without it
When Im scalded tend to scoff shit
I can’t help but think that my life’s been one big set back
If I only took the path I was shown
Id die happy damn right that I know
But it seems I’m reaping what I’ve sewn
No more smiles, no more laughter, only hollow moans
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3. |
Dismay
02:56
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Barren of servitude and of dismay
All of my sorrow is put on display
A lifetime atoning for all my mistakes
A life of regret has now made me insane
Why have I chosen to rot?
I think that it’s best if I stop
I’ve turned into something I’m not
Or have I just simply forgot?
Can’t take this anymore
Heart pounding staring at the floor
Don’t think I’ll live to see
What fate has in store for me
A life time searching for a cure
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